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"She believes in love and romance. She believes her life is going to be transformed into something..."
“She believes in love and romance. She believes her life is going to be transformed into something wonderful and exciting. She has hopes and fears, just like anyone. Sometimes she feels frightened. Sometimes she feels unloved. Sometimes she feels she will never gain approval from those people who are most important to her. But she’s brave, and goodhearted and faces her life head on.”
- Can You Keep a Secret? | Sophie Kinsella
- Can You Keep a Secret? | Sophie Kinsella
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Sometimes this is exactly what I want to say in the middle of...
Sometimes this is exactly what I want to say in the middle of lecture. lmao.
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contrive: “She read books quickly and compulsively, paperback...
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something to do with my hands
Forget all those places that you’ve never really been,
and all those situations you somehow found yourself in.
Let your body sink into me, like your favorite memory,
like a line of poetry, or a f*ing fit of honesty.
I’ll do my best to keep you, keep you sleepy as the south,
with my old watch on your wrist, and my thumbs inside your mouth.
Suck on my fingertips until you kill all my prints,
so your girlfriend has no clue of how much I’ve been touching you.
My problem with me, is my problem with you:
it doesn’t take much for me to come unglued.
I put my headphones on, and hear your favorite songs.
And it kills me to know, that this won’t be one of them.
You know it saves me to think even for a little while
I owned the set of shoulders that you came to rely on.
Like in that movie theater when you whispered in my ear,
I almost didn’t make it, that was my hardest year.
I don’t care where I move,
I don’t care if it’s far.
All that I ask is that I know where you are,
in case our timing is right, in case you need more from me
than a bit of advice, or a tongue full of sympathy.
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"But I remember, I expect you do, too, walks, drives, walking over wet lawns and down dark garden..."
“But I remember, I expect you do, too, walks, drives, walking over wet lawns and down dark garden paths, finding oneself on the wharf or the station at a quarter to two in the morning, exploring empty kitchens long after midnight, watching the light change while you lie on the divan listening - one could go on for ever. And that’s all too trivial - I mean something more — which makes every breath one takes, as it were — an emotion.”
- Katherine Mansfield (via katherine-mansfield)
- Katherine Mansfield (via katherine-mansfield)
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"On the good days, I feel like I get it, like it all makes sense. I can stay in the moment. I don’t..."
“On the good days, I feel like I get it, like it all makes sense. I can stay in the moment. I don’t have to control everything in the future and I believe everything is gonna work out fine. On the bad days, I just want to grab the phone and start dialing numbers. I want to pull my hair and run through the streets screaming.”
- Traffic (via itookadeepbreath, poeticheartache)
- Traffic (via itookadeepbreath, poeticheartache)
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"Here is a test to find out whether your mission on earth is finished: If you are alive, it isn’t."
“Here is a test to find out whether your mission on earth is finished: If you are alive, it isn’t.”
- Richard Bach
- Richard Bach
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She does have red hair. But, even though I might accept that D....
She does have red hair. But, even though I might accept that D. will never love me that way, I refuse to accept that no one will.
But still, Peanuts you’re full of life lessons.
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naptime! Went to school this morning, had classes from 8-10:45,...
naptime!
Went to school this morning, had classes from 8-10:45, saw D. for a bit, and then I planned on spending the afternoon at school, studiously working on physics and calculus homework, until my 7pm lecture. The problem is, eight hours of free time at school is just too long.
So instead, I drove home, stopping for gas, and promising myself that straight after a late lunch, I would focus on my homework. Nada homework done, and it’s already close to 4. I’m about to take a half hour nap, and then head back to school. I’ll get there around 5:30ish, and I’ll quick rush through my physics work, grab some coffee at Starbucks, and go to lecture.
But now, naptime!
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"I wish we could spend July be the sea, browning ourselves and feeling water-weighted hair flow..."
““I wish we could spend July be the sea, browning ourselves and feeling water-weighted hair flow behind us from a dive. I wish our gravest concerns were the summer gnats. I wish we were hungry for hot dogs and dopes, and it would be nice to smell the starch of summer linens and the faint odor of talc in blistering summer bath houses. We could lie in long citoneuse beams of the five o’clock sun on the plage at Juan-les-Pins and hear the sound of the drum and piano being scooped out to sea by the waves.””
- Zelda Fitzgerald
- Zelda Fitzgerald
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"I thought growing up was something that happened automatically as you got older. But it turns out..."
“I thought growing up was something that happened automatically as you got older. But it turns out it’s something you have to choose to do.””
- Scrubs
- Scrubs
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I finally saw the last Harry Potter movie with D. last night. We...
I finally saw the last Harry Potter movie with D. last night. We meant to go see it in 3D, but I had messed up the movie times somehow, so we were about ten minutes late for the regular, not the 3D, showing. It all worked out though, because we walked in just as the last preview was going, so we didn’t miss any of the movie, and after about ten minutes, I totally forgot my disappointment about not seeing it in 3D.
The movie was friggin’ awesome! Best one yet! I think D. was a little bit lost, since he hasn’t read the books, just saw the movies, so he enjoyed it, but not quite as much as I did. Plus, he was tired, so towards the end he almost fell asleep. But don’t judge the movie on his reaction, judge it on mine, and I’m saying it was amazing, and you need to go see it, if you haven’t. And if you’re waiting to see it on DVD, go see it in the theaters, ‘cause it’ll be so much better.
We haven’t really talked about the talk we had Friday night. So I brought it up a bit last night, after we’d gotten back from the movies. And he basically said he was just angry, frustrated, and grumpy that night. And we should just enjoy the time we have now. Which means, I do not know what will happen when I go to Tennessee, but I am not going to bring it up again, until the very last second, if at all. Learned my lesson on that one.
Today, I’m busy, busy. I wrote out an epic to-do list yesterday, and today I’m all set to have gotten twelve of the items on the list done. In fact, already done with two, and it’s only 9 am. I’m also getting dinner tonight with Trese, yay. And then tomorrow night, I’ll see D. again. Ten more days, and I’m gone.
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